Hey….
I seem to have lost all ability to be consistent with this thing, but it gets harder when ur life seems to suddenly be consumed with about 80 things on top of ur normal life…
I keep seeming to make promises to do things in my online life that I just cant seem to deliver when I say I will, I really should start witting them all down… hell I need a diary with my life organized.
Though I must confess to being privately preoccupied mentally with a few things, like where my life is actually going. With Uni applications due in soon do are my uni transfer papers. The things is, I don’t know where I want to end up again… I know marketing was fun and yeah it is, but , I just get the feeling of wanting to do something a little bigger… more important more rewarding with my life then just being some marketer, I know I want out of the country or at least be in a position to take over seas jobs.. so international business is very much on the table, and I was quite happy with that call have been for a while now… and then.. I get this stupid idea in my head that politics would be good, not actually ME being in politics but being a campaign manager or in strategic planning for a party….
Basically it comes down to I want to be in a career that’s going to offer a high level of mental stimulus and challenges, I want to be so in love with my job fall asleep at my desk wouldn’t matter… I just, I don’t want to hate my job or ever feel trapped in my life because of choices, though I keep forgetting life doesn’t end with uni courses, life doesn’t end with school, its about just getting that bit of paper so I can go out and really make sure what I’m doing is what I should be doing… ergh I have a little over a month to work out roughly then another 6 months before I really have to make those types of educational calls.
And to make matters worse, my friend gave me an article on the West Wing today…. I’ve gota crush on Josh Lyman now.. like I need that kinda distraction…